adjusting is so damn difficult. i feel like i lived in a completely separate world for the last 7 weeks, and coming back home, trying to reintegrate myself just isn’t working. i don’t hang out with friends like i thought i would. actually, i don’t do much except drink my smoothies and read for hours on my kindle while sitting in bed. i wish cty never ended, and that summer was forever. but then again, all good things must come to an end..
3 more days till i leave for maryland.
today, a friend i’ve known since 6th grade got married. he’s 20, and his wife is 21. they’re a solid, faithful, religious couple, and i see them together for the rest of their lives. it’s crazy to see how all of my friends around me are growing up, and i still feel like for me, not much has changed since i was 12.
i feel like shit. the weather’s been complete poop- it’s dropped to the 60’s, in fucking CALIFORNIA. wtfuckityfuck. also been feeling a bit homesick after hanging out with sac pbro and his bro cause it makes me miss my sisters/bros back at home. i had a chill ass day off yesterday, and returning to work today was overwhelming and exhausting. i miss my dog. i miss him… well, them. my thoughts are all over the place.